What I've been up too...

After my trip from sg, I was so lazy and tired to do anything except getting plenty of rest and sleep. muahahaha... sounds like a lazy pig! Been reading, doing and thinking abt alot of things around me. For those whom known me well will definitely understand why i'm so pissed with the following story. Alot of things have been happening around here, malaysia and overseas (e.g. 2nd bombings at London railway station. what a disgraced, show yourself those terrorist responsible for it! :p).

One that caught my serious attention was UMNO trying their very best to revive NEP(National Economic Policy) which was first introduced by Tun Abdul Razak after the Mei 1969 event to ensure fair share of the pie within the malays and non-malays. Unfortunately, there are a bunch of ppl(*idiots*) whom are still not happy with their current pay and wanted the govt to give them more so that they could be richer and richer and "shake leg" for the rest of their life. From what I've known, the NEP has two objectives. One: to eradicate the identification of economic function with race (that at least 30% of the shares on the Malaysian stock exchange are held by Malays.); and Two: to eradicate poverty irrespective of race. At the moment, they are pushing for objective 1 instead of the whole policy by itself. That's what getting on my nerve now. I always wanted to leave this place due to the unfair treatment and lousy systems employ within the whole organization that leave no space for improvement. On the other hand, I'm reluctant to leave this place caused it's my birthplace, my hometown, families, friends and I've been staying here for the past 22 years of my life exclude 2yrs spent at aust and sg respectively. But it seems like i can't avoid telling myself to calm down, settled down and be positive since it' s so obvious that it'll only get worst where slowly i'll b stripped off my residency and put on the "2nd class" citizen tag. I'm not sure what's going on now especially with Badawi's administration. At one instance, he was trying his best to bring back the glorious day once our country enjoyed by eradicating poverty, improved infrastructure, get rid of graft, removed the USD peg for a better managed currency and economy, putting pressure on all his followers lead by example but on the other hand, he stressed that he'll have no choice but to continue to strive hard for his own race and ensure that the NEP must go on for the benefit of their own. Ironic rite? sighed! (vvv disappointed!!!) Maybe i'm exaggerating some part of the story but i'm only telling the truth and doing my part as fellow MALAYSIAN whom no doubt have my own needs and care which required attention too! Am i heard? Guess not right caused even I'm being heard but they will only just ignored and continue to put on a good show... Frankly speaking, I don't believe that by giving a person a certain amount of share will make them a better person. You are just spoilling them. They will come and ask for more! (human are well known for their greed and selfishness!) Why can't we emulate those successful and developed countries to have a system which a evenly distributed wealth system that benefits everyone especially those who are capable, competitive, work-hard and loyal to the system itself. I can continue to rave and rant for hours without stopping on this issue but what's the point if no one even care to put a stop to the current and make life better for everyone. i'm confused, disappointed, damn pissed and feeling like i've just being dumped not by a girl (some people thought that being dumped by their gf or their loved ones are the end of the world for them, try this -> dumped by your own birthplace, the only place where you almost spent the whole lifetime, the place that give you identity, the place that makes you feel safest, most importantly, it's the place which give you a sense of belonging but... *sob* *sob* *sob*!!!