lately....

hi... been MIA for sometime now... now sitting in front of my laptop trying to figure out what should i write to keep my blog updated while having a slight headache... :S well, basically not doing much for the past wks/mths... work, work, work and more work... while on the weekend-> rest, rest, rest and more rest... yeah, did hang out wt frens, lots of movie updates, some catch-up and lots of tv for sure... ehehehehe... tt's wat i call resting... LOL! nothing much as wat i just said.... wat else could someone like me do on the weekend? wat do most ppl do? mamak, clubbing, lepaking, eating, movies.... i guess i'm just like the rest but after reflecting on wat i've did or achieved each week i feel i'm under achieving or under utilizing myself where i could have done more or do something which will bring myself forward rather than wasting time and money.... why do ppl alwiz feel tt way? izzit because he feel tt he himself is not doin well enough and he need to work harder on the weekend so tt he could be the same or ahead of his peer or he just wan to make himself feel better by letting himself down once in a while to avoid guilt... guess most ppl do tt just for the sake of feeling better afterward and after a while they will just repeat it over and over again and feel the same... it's like a cycle by itself... it needs to complete itself by having both the positive and the negative thoughts else it wont be in harmony.... same like our food cycle... okok, guess i'm drifting away too much fr my main purpose here... supposed to do some updates but i'm talkin on some things which doesn't make sense to others at all... tt's wat most of my fren say.... i'm indeed a crapy person... am i one? errrr.... up to u to judge.... but frankly spkg, yeah i'm indeed a crapy person but at times i could be serious it all depend on the situation but most of the time i try to be serious but maybe it's because of my nature and my surroundings which influence me to act as such... okok, i'm just kidding nia... nothing personal but just tryin to do "some updates" here...ahem...ahem....ahem... gtg, ciaoz!

Quote of the hour: "My passions were all gathered together like fingers that made a fist. Drive is considered aggression today; I knew it then as purpose." - Bette Davis