the test...

It is not any common test,
To do well you need to be at your best,
Thinking about it day and night without rest,
Searching for the answer from east to west,

Hoping that one day all will be answered,
Consider most difficult test I've ever encountered,
Eventhough I've gone through many battered,
It will only makes me stronger and revered,

Sometimes I wish I can be ignorant,
Unfortunately I'm such an adamant,
No matter how much I rave and rant,
No one come to my grant,

Looking forward in search of the rainbow,
Even if it may cost me a blow,
If only the rainbow deserve my bow,
So that I can continue to grow...